after a very very very long time with meaningless commas and few thoughts

such a long sabbatical. it's been a year and a few more months since i have posted some-anything here. i have had a deluge of thoughts; most of them have vaporised, but luckily, some thoughts are still within my grasp. whatever these thoughts of mine may sound, and in all probability, i wish to say a thing or something -- i know, they all bear my being

it has been such a long time thinking about the being that i am is; and some 'it' inside me continues to favour them, harnessing every loose end it associates with. those very thoughts -- cultivating every seed into my belief, thus harvesting a person in me. with every thought i become something else. this happens continuously until i am bored with all these thoughts. that's when i thought, again, to write again and start posting here.

let me think with my thoughts intact, and then i will write.

forget it. i have already forgotten